15 ramadhan

15 more days to g0..syawal dtg lagi

nk heppy ke nk sedey bler puase nk abes?sedey smenanye..mase sgt cpat,kejap sgt kte singgh kt bulan ni..taun dpan InsyaAllah jumpa lagi,tp kalu x?sgt rugi kn..

i ni mcm org xbperasaan lately..smenjak dmam panas aritu,39 degrees!(tp xda kne ngena ngn H1N1) aku jd l0st seketika..

lost cmne?losing grip..losing my spirit!i asik skip classes afta dat week,it was s0 hard 4 me dat tyme..nothing seems rite but i dun even know ape kejadahkah yg melanda diri ini..i mcm longlai spnjang mase..mkn pon xlalu(itu yg pling pelik untuk seorg 'pemakan') n mase tu muke i mcm xnk hidup dah..
pastu 1 day tu bler dkhabarkan melalui angin uitm nk cuti 1 sem,i mcm..ok,dis is my time nk chill jap...g cuti2 ke kn..g shopping2
tp akhirnye,HAMPA!pak cik ibrahim da kuar statement,no cuti2 ye para pelajar tp ape yg positifnye statement sadis tu da menyentap balik segale vena kava yg ade dlm badan i untk jd normal kmbali.hurm..i trime dgn redha..

skarang?masih lost?ouh tidak lost lagi..kmbali ke dlm dunia uitm yg berbukit bukau,dunie buku tebal yg kdg2 dilukis org lidi dan love2 dtepi kerana busan dgn lecture dan dunia yg nyatanya refresh habis slepas hari2 lost tu..nsib baik pnyakit kbingungan tu ilang,kalu x?ramadhan yg pnoh kbingungan la jwbnye..maybe i akn lupe niat pose or lupe nk buke pose if d 'sickness' still goes on smpai today.i seriously tkot tyme demam tu,time tu mmg sgt critical kot H1N1 kt Msia terchenta ni..luckily time ramadhan ni stats cases xtruk sgt naik..Alhamdulillah..

p/s : i yg dh xlost puase dah 14 hari,kamu?
slamat berpose!

i am 70kg..

nope,im n0t 70kg..but yup!i eat like i am!!

how i love food n saye sangatla suka dessert..name it n i love it all!
saye suke makan n i dont gain weight..which is g0od rite?big applause to my metabolisme yg cepat!
erm,actually there's a bad part of it coz i read somewhere,that people who eat a lot but stay thin possibly hv a higher CHOLESTEROL level..OMG!
maybe dah tibe mase untuk check up..ye lor,ape je yg saye x telan?everything high fat n high sugar r my favourite..ok,now panic arise!
tapi kn saye dpat tau wun great fact which is i know a victory to every women

high cholesterol = high calories food rite?
but i found out that women's addiction could actually help in reducing
the calories..apekah itu?SHOPPING!
a health magazine had came out with the fact that shopping,yes..no kidding! can reduce 341 calories!!fun rite?but i guess shop d mid valley boley reduce more than that..haha..
i love d idea s0 damn much..

at least i already found a good reason to shop!after this,saye nak makan dulu before start off the shopping marathon..kill 2 birds with 1 stone la.
mari jadi healthy shopaholic!


'it's healthy!!'

is this me?blogging?

"they make me realize how sweet it is to be a

sister"

im updating 2hri bturut2..dat's a record for me wh0 touch dis blog like once evry six months?
haha..percayalah..ini memg saya menulis lagi =)

today i'd realized TWO things..all dis while saya xsedar diri ngan keadaan ini

1) sedar yang i really dunno how to control objek yang bernama 'WANG'

whether it is makan , shopping n penggunaan telefon..inilah issuenya.

i always get carried away bler pakai line..like i always so baik call people eventhough i know that they should be the one calling..and sms-ing people like 5pages..so me la~ and what did i got from being s0 in love with telefon genggam?my phone kenala barred because credit limit suda sampai..yea me!
end up kne mrh ngn en farizal because of this..errgh,haruslah saye korek duit untuk mbayar d bill.Not fairla kalau saye nk membebankan en.ijan ngan uwang sperti becky,d shopaholic mbebankan suaminya,Luke ngan overspend d kota London..tp saye xkanla confess saye over-shopaholic camtu,msih boleh dikawal

2) sedar bahwa jd housewife sgt sweet la

i dunno knape naluri keMUMMYan dtang tetbe..smenjak hari ni sempena mama outstation n i was left home alone bersama adik paling dmanding di dunia.xsangke cooking is my thing,saya truje je nk buat owg makan makanan saya masak..walaupun kadang2 saya tau org yg makan tu snyum paksa,tp its always sincere saya tetap cuba..masakan dari hati akan jatuh ke dalam perot dan menimbulkan rasa kenyang.I believe in that!
masa casting GARDENIA,bila i was cast to be a mum(walaupun msih muda remaja)..rasenya i failed to show how to prepared a bread with love..dat is what they told me to do,'show that u're preparing for a picnic for your loved one..u must show d motherly smile'..huh?smile like a mom?ok i try..
but never know did it work?or it still look like a 'terpaksa kakak making bread'..=p
erm,but suddenly today i know how to put up a motherly smile..and its really cool to be a housewife and makes everything looks perfect for d family..i realized how sweet it could be,making ur loved ones happy..
does this mean i want to leave my career behind and quit study now?haha..no never..i'll make sure im one superwoman in d future..a great housewife with a big career..ngee~

so-my trademark hair :d long wavy hair

akhirnye,sesuatu dtulis juge d dlm blog ini!
its not even feeded with any update for d past months..sgt brabuk,almost brulat..
thought of mngakhirkan hayat blog yg sudah tidak dgunakan ini tapi dipujuk hati yg tngah bored xtremely,marilah blog lagi..

ouh,saye tringin nk tukar image..i need sumthing refreshing for d new semester(alasan smate2)
kununnya saye buleylah smangat abes bler tukar image..hahah..ade kaitankah?
dah sbulan cuti,dok flip2 through magazine..aaaww,i alwiz adore a bob cut do..mcm katie holmes mungkin??tapi keinginan ini sntiase dbangkang ibunda terchenta n ijan d boyfrend..sigh~

pnat suda memujok, juge mngugot mereka..tetapi they said they prefer me with d wavy hair..
ouh..tidak busankah kalian?when i asked this straight forward-perasan question,'u guys really love my hair huh?','do my hair means thst much to you?'..they just make a so-so statement,'erm..u look ok n better with that hair'.

knape mreka sungguh yakin saye tidak ok brambot pendek?
a) mama says my wavy hair would look pelik when it is short and always refer to agnes hair in JELITA..ouh mum,that hair is cool kot but rebonding is aways an option kn?

b) ijan says short hair sometimes can make people look sexier..instead of my statement yg kate,'i nk potong rmbot because i nk nmpk tegas n more firm,rmbot wavy n pnjg mcm manje n bukan ke bhaye?bley kne tarik ngn pragot?'(saya ingt bleh bwat die risau)

c) mama mesti still trauma..there's a time i cut my hair off in kwantan try to look like victoria beckham with a very chic spiky hair..n she'd DISAPPROVED..ouh,that hair cut maybe too much la kot..

but out of this reasons,i do think i should try new things..
aarrgghh..maybe i just shud keep my hair so LoOOOOONNGG for 8years to come n they would be the one who beg me to cut it..HAHA..errm,nah!maybe not..
ok,i'll raise my white flag!!
for now i just shud agree..i stick with d so-my trademark hair :d long wavy hair!

contoh2 rambut yang disayangi mereka



contoh rambut yang direject


susah2 mcam ni jela trus..amin

UNINTENDED

1. Put your iTunes/Winamp/iPod on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds!
4. Tag friends who might enjoy doing this.

IF SOMEONE ASKS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY?
whatever u like-nicole feat TI(i might say dis..haha)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
seribu tahun-imran ajmain(hoh0ho)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
mengenangmu-krispateh(cm taw2 jek)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
say it again-Marie digby(xde purpose la tuh)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
semoga abadi-misha omar(ye2,smoge..)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
atas nama cinta-rossa(yes!i am jasmin chenta=p)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
wont go home without u-maroon 5(bcoz they hv d house key!huhu)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
love song-sarah bareilles(aku jiwg lagi)

What is 2+2?
shut up n drive-rihanna(i probably said dt 4 a silly Qs)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS?
jangan lafazkan-kru(ye..jgn ckp pape)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
kalis rindu-elyana(hehe..dat's abs0lutely rite)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
if ure not d one-daniel beddingfield(xmo kumen pape)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
no air-jordin sparks ft chris brown(xda udara?astronaut?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
lady marmalade-christina aguilera,kim,mya,lil' kim,pink & missy elliot(hey sista go sista!)


WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
when i grow up-pussycat dolls(yeah!)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
jangan bilang tidak-raffi ahmad ft ayushita(yes,pliz say i d0)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
stop & stare-one republic(ahaks!)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
secret admire-mocca(hobikah?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
hey there delilah-plain white T's(ouh..wut u do to me!)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
glamorous-gossip girl soundtrack(that's not d worst)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
no one-alicia keys(ye..mati mmg sowg2)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
bubbly-colbie caillat(huh?)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
if i were a boy-beyonce(of coz u will laugh t0o)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
against all odds-westlife ft mariah carey(yes cz tharu)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
womanizer-britney spears(xm0)!!)

WHAT SCARES YOU?
if ure not the one-daniel beddingfield(i'll scare to death)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
something stupid-robbie william & nicole kidman(hahahah)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIE, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
iris-goo goo dolls(nope,i wont change)

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
aku bukan untukmu-zaf &lah VE(tipu2..)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
unintended-muse(luve dis s0ng=)


sye xde membe bl0g ag..s0 i tag ol reader..sile2,klaka wei dis thing =P
but BOb0B..anda mangse tag..i repeat BOBOB anda d'tag!

idop tu indah bler kte appreciate owg..

im very grateful to still enj0y dis beautiful life..sometimes kte lupe that sume yg jdi dlm life kte ni wuteva it is very meaningful..in s0me way it'll affect us,it'll leave u with a scar or a smile on your face..memories,either yg sgt pahit or yg semanis2nye is actually teaching us n guiding us in decision making especiallynye..kn2?yela..ape yg kte prnah lalui will eventually affect d way we think,d way we handle thing n i bet it's what yg mematangkn kte..

aku sgt2 bsyukur bler pk mcm2 jd dlm life aku..tp 2 sume jd menda pling precious.seriously,kdg2 aku tpk r kn..npela kne jupe owg pangai cmni,deal ngn owg sesengal ini n most of the time aku pon akn pk yg aku sgt2 bruntong knal owg ni,bkwn ngn owg ni n jupe owg sbaik ni...admit it la,kite slagi id0p ni msti r bramai2..xkn nk lone ranger kn s0 of c0z mem0ries kte 2 olwiz bkait ngn owg2 sekeliling kte..hurm,memories tu xsmestinye time kowg putos cinte or sakan bcinte monyet je..even sesi bt0lak2 dlm bus,kowg kne kcu ngn mamat bangla pon category memories gak..what c0unt is dat u remember it..

aku males nk cite2 memory bcinte ke bkasih syg xjd sume 2..i2 categ0ry cite yg aku da xbley proses jd mem0ry cz bley mnimbulkn kontroversi di kmudian hri..tp memory aku ngn owg skeliling aku yg mcm2 hal..annoying pon ade,besh pon ade.. for me,bruk baik owg yg muncul dlm life aku,i really2 appreciate it..kalu xde diowg dlm crita aku xda color r idop ni..guys,u RAWK my w0rld!!haha..

i w0nt list d0wn evrywun ere nnt kang cm aku dedicate d wh0le blog psl cite ni je plak but s0me of dis pe0ple mengindhkn/mencacatkn my life secare x sedar n i put their names ere nk bgtaw cmne diowg bley mlekat dlm memory aku..even if aku ilang ingatan

MAMA -of cz aku xkn lupe dunie akhirat..my mum n alwiz b my mum.i w0nt 4get care die didik aku s0 that aku jd perempuan dan bkan yg swaktu dngannya,n aku salute die bc0z she is wun superwoman i'd eva kn0wn..die sgt taBAH!sume pasal mama aku xkn lupe!she's alwiz d queen of my heart


BABA-eventhou we're not dat close,ptalian drah xkn putus..he's alwiz my dad.No matter what he's still my greatest dad...die xpndai tnjuk syg kt org tp aku taw die syg kt aku,aku xkn lupe n xpnah lupe dat he alwiz try t0 b d best 4 me..i noe dat

IJAN -Aku xkn lupe die jgak smpai bler2,cz die je lelaki yg aku rase bley rely 0n..die org yg salu wat aku ktawa,tp nangeh pon ye..mrah pon slalu..kre package lngkap r.tp ngn die je r sume 2,ngn die da 3 taun..da hafal sume habit die,cre die wt2 ego dpan membe tp bler kt blakang ilang r eg0 die ngn aku..mmg ann0ying sket tp aku ske!haha..yg pling xbuleh lupe care die wat aku buley trime die seadenya n sgt ske bler die pndg mate aku,sgt ikhlas..die ajar aku jd matang


AKIM -my younger br0ther,yg slalu sgt bwat pangai mnjengkelkan..n ske cri gduh ngn kakak die ni.eventhou age ktowg ni gap 13years,tp die ske cri pasl cm die abg aku..hahah..xpela dik,aku bg pluang..aku sgt tegas ngn die,tp s0wie die xpnah tk0t ngn aku..cmnepon he olwiz respect me as sister..die ni s0on to be r0meo,umur 8taun tp cite nk jiwang karat cm umor 27,adooyai..haih,krenah n lawak poyo die 2 i wud neva 4get


FIE-a.k.a my BFF.evnthou nw da x kacip cm dolu,she's still my best buddy..die sgt2 snsitif,n sgt salu mraj0k ngn aku dlu r tyme skolah..aku pon xphm kdg2..silly sumtimes,da mcm owg bcinte..aku xkn lupe btape caring nyer die,n dari pngai2 ske majok tu aku taw die ni sgt appreciate friendsHIP ktowg


GARLIC-ni membe aku yg pling spastik..haha..she's owiz bsemangat n sgt happening.snang sgt kwn ngn die ni,ni pon my vry BFF gak..die c0ol je,sush nk tngk die mrh..tp kalo die majok tu cm plik sgtla plak.ni pon kwn dri sk0lah gak yg mbesa sme2,n tbukti die geng masok air tbaik!i wont 4get btape die ske mbhan cre aku bckp..mengong!


TAM -kwn aku yg len dr len,oso my BFF yg tbaik jgk!suke wt pngai silly die,ditmbh plak ngn ke'boyish'an die..she's a great listener,n owiz b there 4u..i can say that she might l0ok hard as stone outside but she's soft inside..die ckp ngn aku die only akn jd girlish once SRK or Dvid beckham msok meming..s0 bcz of impian yg tlebey 'jenin' tu,aku sgt sure xkn lupe die..


LEYYA -ni my BFF yg sesape pon xkn lupe if die glak,memg scary..haha..die ni p0n sgt humor,kdg2 2 ske2 ati die je nk ckp ape..leyya ni sgt talkative,n she alwiz gv me d support when i need one..tp cmne sedey pon hri kowg,xpyah d0k dkat ngn die sure menda siyes pon jd lawak..she really make my day!


GDA - r00mies aku since i wuz in 1st semester kt dip. ag..sumandak sabah ni,rock abeh,kalu dngo die ckp pon sure korg taw die ni mmg lawak..i'd been her room8 4 almost 4 years,n im proudly present her,d award of best r0om8 eva!she's cool..n aku xkn lupe k0 as rkn kongsi cerek letrik,sterika n kdg2 baldi yg tbaik..


EDY-ni guy's fren aku yg pling best.ngn die ni xpyah nk pk2 wisau feeling2 or wutsoeva..die sgt neutral.ktowg sume,memg sgt close t0 him dlu r..die ni kmbar aku tyme zmn2 skola cz share title 'kring n tiang',pegi tuisyen sesame pkai beg sk0lah sme kaler,ks0t nike pon tsame..(ni cnfirm bf aku plik mmbaca ni) tp kt0wg ni da smpai owg ingt btoi2 siblings..xde lns0ng sesuatu(s0 hpe bf aku lega bace ni)aku xkn lupe die as membe aku yg sporting banget!


KWN2 UNIKOP-most of my fren there mmg happening,tp ade gak yg nyakitkn ati..yg kwat dengki pon rmai..tp aku kesah sket pon x.kwn2 aku..zatie,iyka,nadya,ieda..i really mish them.dowg ni manyk taw crita aku time kt sne dlu,kre owg2 kwat dlm life aku kt sne..kwn2 yg phm n vry supportive.wugila aku kalu lupe diowg


ABG BOY N AMI SYAH -ni dua org makhluk Tuhan yg introduce aku ngn ape i2 jamming,yg bg aku pluang jd leadsinger g nyanyi kt fnction,kt weddings..knalkn aku ngn drumstick,strumming,fonserto..haha..abg boy,mmg sgt ms0k air n sgt pr0tective n ami syah mrangkap husbnd aunty aku,antara uncle pling rpat r ngn aku..diorg ni tlalu mude nk anggp uncle n agk xseswai nk anggp abg..so diorg ni kluarge tdekat yg agk rapat ngn aku n kegilaan n kesintengan diowg xkn dlupekan..


UMI EMMA -ni aunty yg pling rock..dr kcik ag mmg die tman aku bmain,beza umor pon 6taun je..bler aku da mkin besa,kt diela aku bcite..more like a sister t0 me.die r dlu yg bwak aku jln cni sne afta SPM klu x sure aku cm ntah pape kt uma.Die sgt bley dpercayai,n she'll b d m0st trusted pers0n i neva 4get


TOK -ni r owg yg mbesarkn aku,of coz neve eva 4get her..aku sgt rse dielah w0rld's best grandma..die byk bg smangt,n die mmg aku xkn lupe..mcm 2 jgak ngn arwah aki..i really appreciate that they tke a good care of me afta the div0rce of my parents n bg hrapan kt aku..


IBU -eventhou die stepmother aku,die xpnah act like one..die sgt sporting n salu act like a frend t0 me n die xm0 aku rse gap btwn kt0wg..AKu xkn lupe die yg da byk tulung aku,xpnah wt aku rase jauh n alwiz try t0 make me feel comfortable n she's alwiz pr0ud of me,i would neva 4get that..

aku pon da pnat amat mnulis smenanye..nk gtaw sgt yg aku appreciate sume owg dlm life aku..manyk ag tp wut i cud say,my families f0r most r appreciated of coz..tlampau rmai owg yg aku rse pnting dlm life aku,aunty2 aku..uncle2,my sisters..but that wud tke 4eva..bruk bek owg tu,sakit mane ati aku..aku appreciate that diowg ade dlm life aku,thanks evrywun..its ok,juz hurt me or hate me..i really appreciate that kowg sudi jd sbhagian dri crita aku..
mekacih sume..=)

(,")tgn pon suda cramped!

wujud ag blog aku ni..hehe

aku muncul kmbali..haha..lme tramat tidak mmbuke dan m'update blog..smpai da brabuk da!
smenanye rase cm xda ape bley nk share nk tulih..wlupon bsrg mcm2 dlm pale otak ni..
s0 nw sye ingin memulekn smule xtvt blogging..stelah bpuloh2 kali B0bob suh aku update blog aku yg xbpe nk vogue ni..
aku bkan pe,xbpe rti r babe nk blog2 ni..tp i lurv writing,ske bnget!tp ape yg aku nk tulih?ape yg aku ptot share?ptot ke aku share d whole story cm owg len wut?
psl lurvlife,psl prob,psl career,study..evrything?ntah..aku pon xbpe sure lor..
yg aku sure aku nk start bl0gging blek,s0 xla busan sgt idop kt s.alam yg mmg smulejadi busan 2..

yeaaah!mari blogging~