Monday, December 28, 2009

ketaq lutot

seseorang telah jadi begitu gentleman..begitu tekezot saya.

dia telah menggilakan dirinya yg memang gila2 remaja..
GILA SUNGGUH KAMU!
u bagitau mama i u nak kawin ngn i?
xsangke u begitu happening!

sekarang tau kenape i ketaq lutot?
sekarang tau kenapa I mundar mandir depan pintu bilik?
sekarang tau kenapa i call kawan i dan menjerit seperti histeria?

kerana itu..kerana dia yg begitu berani,terima kasih
now i tau u betul2 sayang i..
nk kahwin dah ke kita?
jgn heksaited sgt..wait-wait
not now kawan2..cuma ia bakal tiba!!!


tapi tetap,i rasa macam mimpi..
i dah perlu ckp pasal kahwin?
kamu memang hero saya..tp kali ini kamu superhero ok!
sungguh kamu buat saya terkedu..
btw,thanks dear..
eventhou baru meminang dalam telefon..daku tersentuh ;')

dan kepada diri i sendiri,i mahu berpesan..
'kamu yg bernama jasmin,jgn gatal sgt ye
study hard that is ur main focus now!'

somebody,pinch me now!

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

dan terus aku tidak

letih aku dihurung perit
lenguh aku menggalas sakit
aku jatuh,mahu mengeluh
tapi aku tidak

sepi aku ditelan sedih
kelam aku ditelan rintih
aku nangis,mahu biar air mata menitis
tapi aku tidak

marah aku dihambat geram
terguris aku disiksa kejam
aku sakit,mahu teriak
tapi aku tidak

terus aku biar
terus aku tegar
dan terus aku tidak

biar aku begini
selindung balik wajah seri
biar tiada tahu dan biar tiada mengerti
biar rahsia selindung di balik hati

Sunday, December 13, 2009

semangat yang dtg tibe2..

hurm..
jatuh kite tu kdg2 motivate kite kn?
i adela manusie yang mendapat motivation itu tiba2..

ups n downs yg terjadi dlm idop lately inspired me,n today i wake up with a resolution for a fresh new start!i xtaula tapi i begitu berazam untuk buat all out next sem n for me xda apa yg mustahil..
i berkobar tengok org yang bleh dapat 4 flat,n penuhkan result slip dengan A's!!!
kalau dulu boleh knape skarang kurang boleh?
if mereka boleh knape saye tidak?(poyo jugak rupanya i ni)

in life nothing is impossible..kerana itu mulai sekarang i akan tukar surname i jadi JASMIN POSSIBLE,mesti makes evrything jadi possible..

orang kata jgn target telampau tinggi nanti jatuh makan diri..tapi i kena target tinggi2 sebab kalau jatoh pon cuma bawah sikit dari yg tinggi itu..
i blajar dari kesilapan i..rasa ter'sekolah sgt!

oleh itu,mari kita motivate diri kita!
chaiyok!!!!!!!

p/s : dan haruslah jgn jadi mat jenin,juga hangat2 tahi ayam..

Thursday, December 10, 2009

alhamdulillah~

itu saje yang mampu diucapkan..
im quite sad n rase agk kurang satisfied with my result..
berguling jugak i,tp nasib xtersungkur..
but still thanks to Allah..syukur atas apa aje yg i dapat.
nak ikutkan i thought result i akan tersungkur n tersangkut,yela..dis sem mcm2 dugaan i dapat n it was a killer sem for our course but Alhamdulillah i dah lepasi every obstacles eventhough focus i sgt terganggu time tu..
from h1n1 to all sort of emotional prob,i da bolos..s0 wateva it is walaupun dissapointed i still rase sgt2 bersyukur.
ujian hanya diberikan pada yg mampu menanggungnya kan?
jadi tak perlu kalah..what ever happen last sem was over,all i need to do is strive for the best next sem..i just doa dat no more perit,sakit lagi next sem..InsyaAllah
lagipun xperlu salahkan obstacles yg datang..kita boley je buat yang termampu to pass through it

Alhamdulillah..

Friday, November 27, 2009

aidiladha lights us with blesses

Salam Aidiladha guys..
may laughter n joy are shared together..
an ending of a year..
but also d beginning of another year to be grateful of
may Allah bless us all..AMIN

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

gambar sexy si pengantin

jgn nk pikir i nk upload gmbr xsnonoh kat blog suci ini..
no,no,no!
mari nk promosi,baek punya!

guys..school holiday is coming!
so i tau orang malaysia sgt suke school holiday kerana ini masa yang seswai untuk kahwin!haha
kalau incik2 dan mak incik semua sedang mencari photographer yg affordable tapi hebat..silela jenguk2 ke blog kat bawah ni.Blog ini baru2 je lahir so still xmanyak upload pic but belum cuba,belum tahu.tak kenal maka tak cinta..
cuba2 la intai mane tau berkenan.



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www.kamigraphy.blogspot.com

recommended for those in north area..xcept north pole
KLites pon boleh juga..jgn malu2

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

dont kill Y.O.U


does commitment needs us to change who we're?
does it requires us to slowly betray our desires and dreams?
is it what commitment is all about?
i learned that when we get serious in a relationship,we know that we have to commit.
love makes us commit,it told us that if we love someone,we have to love them assuredly.
yes,that is for sure..
but does commitment means u have to kill the real YOU?

Thursday, November 12, 2009

bila umur bertambah 1 angka

pada tanggal 9 november 1987,hari Isnin lahirlah seorang bayi perempuan,atau pnggilan rugged baby girl.Lalu,proud mama n baba telah menamakannya Puteri Jasmin Farhana,tapi oleh kerana nama babanya(ahmad jamal abdul nasir) terlalu panjang,puteri terpaksa di'drop'kan dari nama..sebab tak muat.
Kemudian bayi itu dibawalah pulang ke rumah moyangnya di Kg.Mengkasar..di mana dia telah menghabiskan masa2 terawalnya melihat dunia.Bayi perempuan ini diberi nickname yang rugged untuk tahun 80an..MIN..sungguh minimum dan ringkas tapi moyangnya yang gembira dengan kelahiran cicit perempuan pertama ini menggelarnya,MANIS..nasib tak carry on jd name manja sampai besar..sebab kenyataannya kurang manis.

Bayi ini ditatang bagai minyak yang penuh kerana dia cucu pertama keluarga mama dan babanya..Jadi dia agak menempa nama sewaktu itu.Setelah besar sedikit,bayi ini banyak menghabiskan masa dengan nendanya di Taman Sepakat,Kuantan.Dia dikenali di Taman Sepakat kerana tabiat kuat menangis.Orang tua2 kata sawan tangis..
Sawan rupenya bayi ini.
Dia kemudian diberi therapy yg sungguh dahsyat,nendanya yang cool telah melumur bawang ke mata supaya bayi berjiwa sensitif ini berhenti menangis.

Lama kelamaan,bayi ini menjadi kanak2 perempuan yang sungguh adore warna pink dan barbie.Dia sekarang dah kurang menangis tapi dia tak berhenti bercakap pula.Nenda dan akinya kadang2 kena migrain akibat soalan2 dan cerita merapu kanak2 ini.Dia juga selalu menangis guling2 di kedai buku hamid bros sekiranya dia tidak dibelikan buku.
Walaupun suka baca buku,sungguh annoying.
Bila mama dan babanya bekerja,dia ditinggalkan dengan pembantu rumah lelaki..ye lelaki.Kanak2 bernama jasmin ini hari2 main masak2 dengan pembantu yang dipanggilnya pakcik dollah itu.What a life,pakcik dollah kena layan kanak2 feminin macam dia.

Setelah memasuki bangku sekolah,dia duduk dengan nendanya.Ketika tadika dia selalu buat nendanya pening.Dia pernah menyorok dalam toilet tadika seharian sewaktu misi datang memberi suntikan,dia juga pernah terbuang air kecil tapi menuduh rakannya sehingga menimbulkan pergaduhan..kasihan rakannya itu.
Di sekolah rendah,dia baik sikit.Dia belajar baik2 dan aktif berjoget dan menyanyi.Dia juga selalu masuk pertandingan bercerita,tapi ceritanya semua rekaan dia.Susah kalau kecik2 kuat berimaginasi..sebab itu dia selalu menang sebab dia berjaya reka bedtime story dia sendiri.Di sekolah rendah dia suka juga cari pasal dengan budak laki,sampai merah telinga classmate dia kena pulas macam pulas motor.Harap budak itu sudah maafkan.Sewaktu berusia 9 tahun dia berpindah ke Kuala Lumpur,jadi orang keyel pula.Waktu di kl,dia masih meneruskan career dalam bidang 'gila pentas' sehinggalah ke sekolah menengah


Di sekolah menengah dia nakal tak,baik pun tak.Dia menjalankan aktiviti nakal di samping menjadi pelajar berjaya.Dia jadi librarian,dia masuk brassband,dia masuk kebudayaan.Dia kenal hidup bermula di zaman ini,kat sini dia mula ada geng,ada monkey2 love,masuk modelling dan melakukan rutin remaja.
Handphone menjadi teman baik bermula di zaman ini.
Tahun 2005 dia dah habis sekolah..bayi yang dulu kuat menangis ini sekarang menyumbang lagi suaranya.Dia kini berjinak2 dengan jamming.Dia nyanyi kat wedding,function n of course nyanyi dalam bilik air.Dia gila mic waktu itu.
Tak lama lepas tu result Spm keluar.Dia kemudian jadi pelajar kolej pula.Perempuan ini mulanya sangat berkeras hati tak mahu ambil diploma in science dan tetap mahu masscom tapi akhirnya dia mengaku kalah dan terus jadi orang scientific.Zaman kolej sangat indah baginya,di sini dia bertemu dengan seorang jejaka dari penang.Hang taw la sapa,malu ar chek nak khabaq..Dia kini sudah remaja dan mula take life seriously

3 tahun berlalu,dia kemudian sambung degree pula.Mahu mengejar cita2 kononnya.Dia dan jejaka dari penang terpaksa bercinta long distance kerana tanggungjawab masing2.Dia hidup di Shah Alam sahaja.Perempuan ini kadang2 bosan di UiTM,kerana dia rindu zaman diplomanya yang lebih simple itu.Dia belajar lebih berdikari dan mula pikir mahu kawin(eceh).Dia sedar dia dah dewasa.
Sekarang,perempuan itu sudah 2 tahun buat degree,dia masih ada dua tahun untuk masuk alam pekerjaan juga perkahwinan ^.^'.Dia kini genap 22 tahun 9 nov yang lalu.Umur dia sudah bertambah dan dia perlu bersedia untuk face da future.Dah besar dah bayi perempuan ini.

Bayi perempuan yang dulunya sawan kini sudah jadi seorang gadis yang suka tulis blog.

THE END

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

>o<' : tensi

selamat sejahtera.hari ini hari khamis.hari smalam ada paper.hari ahad pun ada paper.hari selasa nanti last paper.jadi ape motif tulis macam ni.macam bestkah?

actually i xda idea nak hapdet ape..tp rase nk menulis,tangan ni mcm isyh..tergeliat kalau xmenekan keyboard.walaupun,seperti dihuraikan kenyataan di atas..

'i dalam exam week..
paper killer gile2..
sekarang tinggal lagi 2 papers untuk dibunuh..'

hurm,mengapala susah sangat nak meninggalkan gadget yang diriba ni..even i da shut down,letak jauh2,zip kunci laptop bag ngan mangga(yang ni percaya ke?),
i failed to disconnect from the cyber world.ni la anak muda zaman skarang,rugged sangat..


alasan2 yang mungkin dipakai untuk on laptop sewaktu study tanpa rasa bersalah :

1) nak bukak winamp(takda lagu tak bleh berfikir..kau fikir beethoven?)
2) tengah tunggu email penting(eventhou kadang2 betul,sebenarnya boleh je bukak later on kan)
3) nak ym ngan member dicuss past year (naib chanselor pasti kagum)
4) dan yang ni paling intellectual seyh..haha..nak google topic particular subject sebab lecturer's note tak berapa clear..(sumpah,rasa cam tak percaya je kalau i yang buat macam ni)

tapi yang tersirat...jeng,jeng,jeng:

1) nak bukak facebook..check comment,inbox,request,main quiz T-T
2) nak check ladang,restaurant and watsoeva sebab main game application kat fb..kalau tak check nanti sayur busuk,restaurant penuh lalat..haha
3) bukak youtube tengok clips kelakar,kononnya release tension.tapi pastu cakap ilmu hilang sebab ketawa banyak
and last but not least,
4) seperti yang i sedang buat,update blog..i makan sambal tadi,sebab tu pedas.

maka,adakah teknologi sedang membunuh manusia seperti i?
i tau bukan i je addicted dengan internet..kan2?
hopefully,walaupun i dibunuh teknologi i dapat membunuh paper2 final itu.
macam tu jugak ngan kamu2 semua yang ada final exam now..silalah off pc,tutup wireless atau campak broadband dalam tong sampah sementara waktu.

good luck and beat it kawan2!
~ mari tutup pc (>.<)

Saturday, October 31, 2009

heart full of blister


if and only if im a superwoman..
i wish to change this cruel world..
let the happy ending fairytales lead..
and never let tears rules..
if and only if im a superwoman..
i'll never let myself cry and feel the pain..

p/s:bukan gambar i yang nak bunuh diri

Thursday, October 29, 2009

jangan rasa cantik kalau hati tak cantik

okeh,tajok da mencabar kewibawaan wanita dah..'lelaki' pun mungkin.
jangan salah paham,entry ni bukan untuk curse sesape or what..i dont write untuk mengata particular person,ni cume general post la..
kalau terasa sila maafkan..

perempuan memang cantik!pada i la,semua orang ada cantik dia,it just dia pandai serlahkan or tak.tapi yang banyaknya now orang yang terlampau merasa diri tu cantik..memang u btul bila rasa diri u cantik,sebab Tuhan jadikan kita paling sempurna..tapi kan memang tak betul bila u rasa u sangat cantik pastu u dengki2 plak ngan orang lain..sungguh tak cantik begitu.
kenapa ya?seriously,woman even i pun suka cakap pasal beauty and akan berdialog pasal kecantikan orang lain.maybe puji or maybe kutuk..tapi i selalunya nilai kecantikan orang dari perangai dia la..kalau dia cantik tapi perangai dia macam duh!,i takdala kata dia tak cantik tapi i agak rasa berat mulut mau puji..

semua orang nak cantik,nak dilihat cantik dan mahu jadi tercantik.

tapi sebenarnya cantik kat hati tu jugak orang pandang at last.

banyak gadis2 cantik yang i kenal ada hati yang sangat cantik tapi ada jugak yang tak berapa cantik hati.diorang ni cantik tapi ada hasad dengki,walaupun bukan beauty pageant diorang sebok nak bersaing..jadi kenapa tak masuk beauty pageant?
and ape yang paling teruk,diorang yang rasa diri hot tak terkira ni sampai nak try boyfriend mereka2 yang dirasakan pesaing.wah,kamu sungguh gila..dapat rampas boyfriend orang tu cantik ke?
diorang ni bersaing tak la macam tarik2 rambut suma but menggunakan cara yang sungguh sleek..kat depan,si hot akan menyapa bagai nak gila pesaing dorang tapi kat belakang dia kutuk extra spicy punya.gila fake!
pastu kan,kan,kan si hot akan sibuk tanya sume girlfriends dia,'sape lagi cantik?si polan atau i?'..wah,kalau macam tu silalah letak bintang rating di baju untuk kami rate ye..
i xkesahlah kalau nak rasa diri cantik tapi jangan jadi cantik yang fake..xpayahlah bersaing,buat penat aje..
semua orang cantik
semua orang ada kelebihan and kekurangan
u might got something that others dont so janganla cuak sangat
beauty is in the eyes of beholder,jadi kecantikan dinilai berbeza-beza.tak perlulah menyusahkan diri berdengki2..bf u mungkin tak rasa perempuan hot tu cantik macam u rasa..relax sudah
and last but not least,
hati kita tu ye kawan2..hati kita tu perlu cantik.
bersainglah untuk ada hati yang cantik.
grow a beautiful heart,because inner beauty itu last forever..=)

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

saadom hebat


anda rase anda sedey?tidak bermaya?tertekan?emo?
ape boleh anda buat?i suggest..
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go grab a popcorn and watch this MOVIE!!

papaDom terbaek wok!!


smalam manusie2 yang bakal mengambil final exam terlalu teringin melepaskan tekanan emosi mereka lalu mereka membuat keputusan untuk mengambil langkah2 cool untuk menonton wayang..cerita apa??
ye,ramai orang di dunia telah memperkatakan tentang kehebatan dan betapa hilariousnya cerita ini..PAPADOM!memang..walaupun tgv cuma 5 minit dari home sweet home kami,tidak rugi minyak kereta Biha!
siyesly!!
i sgt berani recommend anda semua pergi menonton sekarang,lebih baik jika 5minit selepas bace entry ni supaya anda juga boleh menulis entry yang same seperti i beberapa jam lagi
tolongla percaya anda xkan rasa bosan n yes afdlin shauki had again done a great job!!
his movie never failed to make me laugh!!tapi kali ni memang gelak tahap guling2 tersembur air coke sume!silela kalian pergi tengok..kalau anda xgelak anda memang xcool,('__')

i suka cerita ini sebab?
-ada hantu yang sangat comel
-que haidar punya sengal sangat terlampau
-liyana jasmay
- afdlin berjaya menjadi ayah yang cute
- berjaya buat i lapar dan terliur tengok nasi kandar(sila pergi tonton dengan perot kosong)
- shoot dekat fac i

ok,yang LAST tu i xla suka sangat


p/s : i dapat rewards x promote cerita ni??



Friday, October 16, 2009

kerana kamu

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid..





little angels..b strong
live! eventhou its hard to breath..
smile! eventhou u fake it..
love! eventhou u trust it no more..






Thursday, October 15, 2009

extra cheese moments (+,______________, +)

bler amik gambar..ade orang akan cakap CHEESE kan?so ini adelah koleksi gambar yang buat i put xtra cheese..gambar2 ini buat i senyum berkerang2
sebab??
meaningful mungkin..


pic paling skema n paling ingat!..knapa?sebab ni mase 1st date dulu..muke masing-masing masih budak2..haha
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dinner final year diploma - erm,i sangat suka tengok gambar ni cause that was a very great dinner for us..walaupun i macam orang pregnant dalam pic ni T-T

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jogjakarta-suka gambar ini kerana kami sangat/macam cool sekeluarga..its an all girl trip!FUN!!

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me graduating!!- mestila suka kan..gambar konvo dengan bonda terchenta plak tu,n sebab i mcm pkai lens ijau dalam pic ni...macam je

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raya haji 2007 (kot) - suka gambar ni sebab ia super cool macam xmuat kamera n gambar ini menjadi saksi kawan2 i ni memang camwhores pong!haha..

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Penang - ouh,tipula kalau tak suka..gambar dicaptured setelah berkurun tak jumpa!


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raya 2009 - i xtaw napa,tapi raya taun ni i rasa best n meriah sangat..dapat balik pekan pulak so memang terbaik la.ni gambar mama n adik masa pagi raya,ntah..i sukala gambar ni =) n gambar kat bawah ni pulak i amik masa malam raya


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Perhentian Island - vacation terbaik!!dapat hangout ngan kawan2 gila sekali sekala kat tempat camni memang syiok..i pon memang beach girl so pulau2 ni i suka bangat.gambar2 kat sana awesome2 belaka!

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baju kita sama la!-jangan pura2 tak tahu napa i suka gambar ni..malaysia boleh!

Monday, October 12, 2009

lelaki vs perempuan

ape kelebihan lelaki berbanding perempuan??ape hebatnya lelaki compare to perempuan??
cube anda2 sekalian pikir dan nilaikan..di sisi Tuhan,kaum Adam memang lumrah diorang dilahirkan sebagai pemimpin..lahirnya Hawa pun dari rusuk kiri Adam..jadi memang dari segi tu mereka memang ade kelebihannya..nobody can argue on that,kn?kn?
tapi..as a human being,hamba Allah..perlukah perempuan diperlekehkan??diperkecilkan??dan tunduk pada kuasa yg cuma dipinjamkan Tuhan?as a woman,yes..kita patut taat pada suami,pada ayah pada abang..tapi erti taat kita tu dinilai mcm mane agknye?harus ke perempuan sentiase mengalah?tak boleh defend diri sendiri?xboleh bersuara?untuk dinilai ketaatan dan keikhlasan diowang??

wanita dan lelaki base on certain situation ini :

1) bila si wanita bercerita tentang kisah sedih diorang kat kawan lelaki,si lelaki akan anggap perempuan tu lemah dan mengada-ngada harap perhatian .tapi kalau lelaki cerita kisah cengeng diorang pada perempuan nanti alasannya,'lelaki kadang-kadang perlukan pandangan wanita,bukan nk perhatian pun'.(baiklah..mcm tu cerita kt mak sudah kan?)

2) bila si wanita tertinggi suara pada lelaki even sebab defend diri sendiri,lelaki cakap perempuan itu sangatlah kurang ajar,biadap n etc..tapi bila diorang maki2 perempuan tanpa menjaga air muka perempuan tu..dia akan cakap,'perempuan memang xboleh cakap elok2 nanti pijak kepala'.

3) bila si wanita lambat dan si lelaki menunggu,dia dengan lantangnya membunyikan hon kereta sekuat hati tanda protes,xkiralah eventhough si perempuan sedang sarat mengandung dan harus terkejar2 turun tangga asalkan peluh lelaki dia xjatuh sebab menunggu tapi bila lelaki pulak lambat dan perempuan menunggu,lelaki akan cakap,'xpayah nak buat muka pulak,macamla aku xpenah tunggu kau'.

4) bila si wanita sakit sampai pucat2 muka,si lelaki mahu si perempuan senyum dan jangan nak lembik2 sangat,jgn bagi alasan sakit then xlayan diorang tapi bila si lelaki sakit,call dari si perempuan pon dia xlarat nak angkat.

5) bila nampak kaum perempuan curang,lelaki akan cakap perempuan itu perempuan sundal n etc tapi bila si lelaki pasang banyak dia xpeduli pulak pasal feeling perempuan2 yang dia madu2kan tu n bagi alasan lelaki boleh berlaku adil

6) bila si wanita pegang jawatan tinggi n diorang terpaksa ikut telunjuk kaum wanita mulalah si lelaki xsenang duduk and kata si wanita gila kuasa dan xda kualiti pemimpin pun tapi bila lelaki pegang takhta,bukan main eksen lagi..orang bawahan ni dia tengok sipi2 je

7) bila si wanita kena usha dengan lelaki lain,si lelaki akan cakap si perempuan yang terhegeh2 tengok lelaki tu tapi bila si lelaki usha awek hot,dia akan kata,'mcm knal ar perempuan tu,ingatkan kawan saya tadi'.

8) bila si wanita meluah perasaan kat girl friends dia,si lelaki akan kata wanita tu memburuk2kan si lelaki pada kawan2 si wanita tapi bila si lelaki mengadu nasib kat kawan2 dia,n si wanita found out..si lelaki cakap,'kawan2 saya xpenah burukkan awak macam kawan2 awak burukkan saya'.

9) bila si wanita menangis,si lelaki akan kata air mata wanita tu terlalu murah asik nak nangis tapi bila si lelaki nangis dia mahu si wanita anggap itu air mata macho yang keluar untuk perempuan tu saja'.gosh!

10) bila si wanita jatuh cinta dengan si lelaki,si lelaki susah nk percaya si wanita ikhlas pada dia tapi bila si lelaki cakap dia dah fall in love dengan si wanita dia mahu si wanita percaya 100% kata2 dia

11) bila si wanita mahu berdikari dan tidak bergantung 100% pada lelaki,si lelaki akan kata si wanita nak cari opportunities dan nak berlagak pandai tapi bila si lelaki diperlukan,si lelaki akan cakap si wanita telalu depends on dia

12) bila si wanita sibuk,si lelaki kata si wanita xbagi perhatian kat dia tapi bila si lelaki sibuk dan si wanita nak perhatian,si lelaki cakap dia penat T-T

13)bila si wanita stress dan pms,si lelaki cepat je nak fedup dan cakap si perempuan dah berubah tapi bila si lelaki stress,suka2 hati diorang je nak lepaskan marah pada si wanita


tu antara yang dapat kita nampak dari opinion seorang perempuan..n 4 sure i know bukan semua lelaki begini dan bukan semua wanita begitu..kita hidup as individual..cuma most of guys put their ego high n see women as nothing compared to them..ini bukan pengalaman i tapi i gather from sekeliling i..satu yang pasti,tinggi mana pun darjat lelaki serendah mana pun wanita berbanding lelaki,kita sama di sisi Allah kan?yang bezakan kita cuma amal dan iman je..ececeh nak ceramah plak i ni.soooooo..guys,jgnla pandang rendah pada perempuan,jgnla treat perempuan macam kami ni tiada perasaan seperti anda ye..
darah anda dan kami same colour..

walaupun anda suami,jgnla hope isteri anda layan anda seperti raja tapi anda treat mereka seperti hamba..
walaupun anda ayah,jgnla hope anak2 pompuan kamu berdiam diri bila lihat kamu lakukan kesilapan..
walaupun anda abang,jgnla layan adik perempuan anda macam mereka itu bodoh dan naif
walaupun anda boss lelaki kepada pekerja wanita,jgnla anda anggap mereka itu robot dan sangat takut kepada anda kerana mereka lemah x berdaya..
walaupun anda boyfriend,jgnla anda harap girlfriend anda patung anda dan abaikan perasaan dan keinginan mereka..

kamu dan aku sama saja
ada akal,ada hati,ada keinginan
beza kita cuma hormon
beza kita cuma kromosom
tapi kita berdua manusia,hambaNya..

Monday, October 5, 2009

saya bukan freak..tapi saye pink freak kadang2

agak fanatik pada yang ini


jasmin wants this one badly
even main guitar hero pon xhebat!

life is a fate..n s0 is death

life is a wheel..u dont know where are u heading,u win or lose this game..ceh,i dah mule nk merepek.but i mean it,i mcm sentap kejap bile pkir..life is like a gambling..kita hidup kat dunia,kita dah tahu kesudahan kita ialah mati..tapi antara kehidupan dan kematian,sementara kita tunggu dipanggil tu..we have no idea what is in fr0nt..what going to happen tomorrow,in a minute or even in a second..
thats life,n rahsia hanya ada di tanganNya,yg kita boleh buat berdoa..yes guys,things are not always bright for us but we have to take it positively and redha ngan qada' dan qadar..

i pandai nk cakap,i mean tulis...tapi bila jadi kat i something yang not expected what will i do,n what will happen?thing remains as question..i salu susah hati bler pikir pasal menda-menda yang xdijangka mcm death,accident,sakit n lots of thing..d bad one yang buat kita sedih and memang xbestla..
but as a human kita kena accept the faith..

kematian,death of love ones..nobody knows when he/she akan dipanggil Dia n kita wajib redha and tahu that sume org akan mati-tapi jgn tipu sometimes susah untuk kita terima bila org sekeliling kita pergi dulu dari kita especially those that we love most..
i pon penah rasa masa arwah aki meninggal.That time i was around 10 years old,he died because of diabetes.feels so terrible,sangat amat! sebab dia sgt rapat ngan i..I was in Kuantan masa dia sakit and on d last day of his',i pulang ke kl..never expected that it was the last day i met him and apa yang paling i ingat on the last day..i salam dia,he was asleep n i kejot dia bagitau i nak balik but dia xnak bukak mata n xnak tengok muka i.That was the last chance i eva had to actually talk to him.
I know,masa tu i kecik..dah sangat lama cerita ni tapi the pain is still here..bila ingat of course i sedey,lagi mau cakap kan.and seriously,that was the 1st time someone so close died n it was shocking..memang sangat susah kan,tu baru aki i yang meninggal..ada orang yang ayah,mak,siblings,bf and husband died..how did they overcome it?untuk kita yang masih waras fikiran n masih ingat Tuhan..InsyaAllah kita survive but those yang xboleh??

juga experience i(name pon blog i so jgn rasa mual),baru2 ni one of my friend meninggal because of asthma..not really a friend,tapi dia kawan pada my best friend..diorang kawan yang melebihi kawan,falling in love with each other and all..i cakap mcm melebihi kawan tu salah sebab memg salah,as they are both female..siapa dia tu rahsia i la..back to the main point,my bestie was very2 frustrated,sgt sedih as her bf died.i pon akan sgt sedih if it happen to me,i tau tu..
try to be a good friend,me and few other friend try to consult her,make sure she's ok and all and nak dia totally change after what had happened.Dia dah macam ok after that but soon dia keep on texting us messages yang tunjuk that she cant bear with the loss.Dia hilang arah,dia cakap dia tak boleh hidup and until today dia still hidup dalam dunia dia sendiri..macamane kalau tu jadi kat kita?


kita memang kena redha ngan lumrah dunia ni..tempat ni cuma sementara.siapa yang pergi dulu and sapa yang kemudian kita xda kuasa untuk tahu..
dan kita cuma perlu bersedia untuk hari kita and guys,hopefully kita sume boleh berdepan dengan apa aje yang bakal berlaku.Untuk i dan untuk semua..i doakan kita dikuatkan hati dan iman untuk tempuh lumrah hidup ni..Amin




p/s : masa i tulis entry ni,i dapat berita one of my uncle and his family accident truk.Dia sekarang comma,tapi malam ni bantuan pernafasan akan dcabot..yang ada skarang cuma hope dan doa dari semua.
betapa kebetulan sume ni,hanya Allah yang tahu..

Thursday, October 1, 2009

gaduh itu indah?

TAK!

jadi tutup mulut kamu jasmin..
xperlu bersuara..
tiada siapa bersalah..
tiada siapa perlu mengalah..
cuma hati rasa pedih..
macam kena gigit semut je..
jadi diam sajalah

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

____d childh0od memoirs____

masihkah kau ingat gambar ini??
behind(from left)
liyana,nashriq,hafiz,aiman,faiz,feizal,hassan,amar,tang chee ann,wan aizat,shahrul nizam,amalina

second row (from left )
najwa husna,nur hazwani,shazrizana,nurul ashikin,syakilla,intan,suhaila,suhaili,norhazilah,azwi,hanisah,atiqah

front (from left)
vicky,iwan,abg arizuan,shafik,sir clement,fatin,ME,rozinadya,umi


i remember how excited we were that day,kte berbaris ngan penuh berhemah..xla berhemah tapi ikot ngan penoh semangat.sir clement juge tunjuk muke excitednye..see2,kte pose ngn baek..that was sir clement punye idea..hurm,looking at this pic it totally recalled everything..its all coming back to me now..haha..this innocence faces are those that colored my chilhood memories..adekah kamu semua maseh innocent?i hope sikit innocent itu masih ada.some of u,agk rapat ngn saya..some suke cari pasal ngn saya...kan??

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baru2 ini




kita ketemu lagi.this is us (some of us la) yg sudah agk tue..korang je r,i x..masih same ke kita?im very happy that kita sume still berkawan,dulu time sekolah kita suma close kan..walaupun ada yg i kejar dia ngn kusi,or i penah men cubit-cubit manja..kita kawan kan??im still d old jasmin u knew,n akan sentiasa jadi kawan korang yg terbaek..InsyaAllah.
n mintak sorry if spanjang frendship n perkenalan kita 13 tahun ni i ada sakitkan ati korang or terkasar bahase d sini sane..
saye sgt sayang SEJASA

Sunday, September 27, 2009

buat seseorang

Dari mata seseorang itu

Aku lihat ada sendu

Aku renung ada sepi

Dia ketawa tapi hati merintih

Dia senyum simpan seribu gundah..

Aku lihat pada wajahnya

Ada kekesalan,ada rasa rindu

Dia letih dinilai dan terus dibelenggu

Seseorang itu datang pada aku

Beri senyum dan kekuatannya pada aku

Walaupun dia sendiri masih cari erti bahagia..

Hatiku aku beri padanya

Aku mahu beri bahagia,aku mahu hapus lukanya

Sedikit pun dari riak wajahnya

Dia tidak pernah lahirkan sepi

Aku cuba beri cahaya padanya

Aku cuba mengerti sakitnya

Tapi cukupkah sekadar aku?

Dia penat dengan lumrah dunianya

Dalam ramai dia kosong

Dalam tangisnya tiada siapa peduli

Dulu mungkin dia leka,dulu mungkin dia lupa

Tapi kini dia cari erti hidupnya..

Seseorang yang aku sangat kagumi

Seseorang yang aku sangat cintai

Yang mampu aku beri cuma secebis hati

Yang mampu aku mohon agar Dia beri bahagia

Yang aku harap mereka beri kamu syurga

yang aku mahu cuma kebahagian kamu

dan cerita kita kekal dalam cinta

cinta,kamu punya aku

bahagialah kamu dalam cintaku..




Monday, September 14, 2009

kami..

berbunge2 tulis ini entry..tersenyom sorg2 i dpan screen..nseb i xnmpk muke bangge i ni,kalu x muntah mungkin..haha

yesterday was a greaaaaaaat day..si dia dtg kl,dhla da lame xjumpa..n obviously i always menanti penoh debaran nak jupe die..hari2 i tunggu ok.pham2 jela long distance kn..jupe due jam pon xpela,sigh~
time passed by sgt cepat..i xsempat nk tngok muke die lame2,nk ckp pasal mase dpan(ececeh..)
tapi kejap pun i rase cm sgt best dah..

i went to Sogo nk jupe die..n he was waiting 4 me there ngan kacip die,en syapik..mase mule2 nmpk die tu tingat rase 1st time bdebar2 nk jupe die mase 1st date..mcm tu la rase die..rase excited tp kne buat muke cool abes..cuba sedaya upaya control cool,smpai perot geli2,itula yg org panggey ade kupu2 dlm perut..tryla bwat kalu nk taw cmne..

i mmang kurang suke g sogo lagi2 time sale..sgt ramai masyarakat kt sane and i salu classify area sogo tu 'black area'..so xbrani sgt nk hangout situ tapi sbb en ijan sgt smangat mahu shopping di sane,atas nasihat pakar sale die,izmal..so i ikot je lorh.

1 menda pling best smalam,kami dpat pulang ke tmpat kesayangan..
unikop terchenta.pergh!nostalgic abes..tp i was so frustrated sbb xdpat mkn maggi goreng daging..mengidam abes!eventhou kami xspend masa bduaan,i enjoy je lepaking ngan his buddies..tringat zaman2 ktorang kt unikop dulu,lepak ramai2 jgak..
even ktorg kuar bdue pon msti ade je 'kipas-susah-mati' ikot..dah jadi biase dah,agpon kwn die kwn i jgak.

pastu..mkn plak smalam kt WAU,yg dah jd everyday's fav place ktorang s0 i memang truja abes,tapi as usual wat muke cool..mcm xda pape yg buat i rase nk jerit over excited..
walaupun hakikatnya tengok muke org kurang siuman,si
majan pon buat i tersenyum sbab tringat zaman2 dulu time i kt kedai mkan ngan ijan die selalu je nk join n buat i xsenang duduk..haih,itu pon sgt indah bila dikenang..

erm,tapi smalam tu da jadi smalam..en ijan pon da blik penang s0 marilah kita menunggu penuh debaran untuk perjumpaan seterusnya.sedey gak long distance,jumpa jarang sangat tapi rase cam indah plak menanti ni..nanti sampai masa kawin je..baeklah,please let me end my entry kat sini kalau x i akan melalut ngan angan2 kawin i plak..

gmbar2 sengaje di'blur'kan....hehe
tapi gmbar2 juga seperti mensabotaj saye kn?





Wednesday, September 9, 2009

hari ni hari raye?

hari ni hari raye ke??eikh?bukan2..
hari ni 09/09/09..terbaek sungguh tarikh..
ape hebat pasal tarikh ni?hebat sgtkah??ala mcm r next year x 10/10/10 n so on kn..jadi??
tp i dengar2la..chinese people believes that 090909 means 'long life'..heh?n many of them kt beijing sume decides to married today maybe being s0 hopeful that it brings luck to them..especially kununnye dapat memanjangkan usia perkahwinan itu?mungkinkah?

itu i tatau..u tau ke?

tp kn ckp pasal long life sume.seperti ada kebetulan ngn nombor emergency yg kte gune..999..itu talian hayat kite kn?jadi memanjangkan hayat?longevity..
ade kesinambungan?kebetulan?

xkesahla..whether today is a g0od day ke tak its depend on you la kan.
macam i,xla ada 'ong' punya day ke ape kan..dapat kenyataan markah test xbrape best ade ar..hahahaha

but siyesly,i x tipu (dose bulan pose ni kalu tipu),ape je astrological test i buat whether its islamic,chinese,quiz bodo2 budak skolah n even quiz FB kesukaan ramai..i salu dapat num 9..
yes..num 9!!i was born on 9 nov..n that makes me a number 9!
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istimewa ke num 9??

Number 9 - Humanitarian, compassionate, romantic, selfless, generous, philanthropic, loving, wisdom, idealist, artistic, spiritual healer, all allowing, other worldly, blending.

Number 9 as a Life Path Number:
9 (9, 18/9, 27/9, 36/9)
The Life Path 9 suggests that you entered this plane with an abundance of dramatic feelings coupled with a strong sense of compassion and generosity. The key to the nature of a Life Path number 9 person is found in their humanitarian attitude. Even the very average of those with life path 9 possess extremely compassionate tendencies. Usually this number produces an individual that is very trustworthy and honorable, and one unlikely to harbor any sort of prejudice. Obviously, this is a rather tall order, but you are, in fact, a person that feels very deeply for individuals less fortunate than yourself, and if you are in a position to help, you certainly will. The 9, being the highest of the single digit numbers, holds an elevated position in terms of responsibilities to mankind. Material gains are not overly important, although the quality of some life path 9 people is such that they are materially rewarded in very significant ways. In this, however, the 9 Life Path is not apt to get rich since they are very generous, sometimes to a fault, and usually have an easy come, easy go attitude about money. The rare 9 life path has a totally selfless attitude, giving up of material possessions for the common good. The 9 Life Path indicates you have a commanding presence. You have the ability to make friends very easily, as people are attracted to your magnetic, open personality. The term "hail-fellow" may have been coined to describe a 9 Life Path, as you may indeed be one of those who is generally upbeat and heartily friendly and congenial. You meet people easily and are quickly befriended because of your openness and amiable demeanor. Your genial ways often put you in the lead in whatever field of endeavor you pursue. Relationships can be difficult for you because it is hard to strike a balance that will work effectively. If your partner is one sharing your giving attitudes, the relationship will be happy and lasting. On the other hand, if you choose a partner whose focus is on material issues, problems will arise quickly. You tend to be quite sensitive, as you see the world with much feeling. The number 9's very deep understanding of life is sometimes manifested in the artistic and literary fields. If drama and acting is not your forte, it will surely be an area of great interest and potential. Likewise, you may be able to express your deep emotional feelings through painting, writing, music, or other art forms. The purpose of life for those with a 9 life path is often of a philosophical nature. Judges, spiritual leaders, healers and educators frequently have much 9 energy. The number is less inclined to the competitive business environment and may find this a struggle. As do all the life path numbers, the 9 has its negative side. Because of the demanding nature of the truly positive 9, many tend to fail in this category. It is not uncommon for persons with the 9 life path to fight the realities and challenges of purpose imposed here because selflessness is not an easy trait. You may have difficulty believing that giving and a lack of personal ambition can be satisfying. It must be realized and accepted that little long-term satisfaction and happiness is to be gained by rejecting the natural humanitarian inclinations of this path.

Number 9 as a Destiny Number:
9 (9, 18/9, 27/9, 36/9, 45/9, 54/9)
The number 9 Destiny suggests that the direction of growth in your lifetime will be in benevolent activities, in compassion, and in worldly understanding. You are living up to and growing toward your Destiny when you follow your feelings and sense of compassion, and allow yourself to be sensitive to the needs of others. You must be willing to help others as you were intended to be the "big brother or big sister" type. You must work well with people, for you have the potential to inspire. Creative ability, imagination and artistic talent (often latent) of the highest order are present in this Destiny. Career fields in which you can excel are many and include advisory roles, medicine, legal fields, artistic fields, diplomacy, and religion. Friendships, affection, and love are extremely important. Your personal ambitions must be maintained in a very positive perspective, never losing sight of an interest in people, and preserving a sympathetic, tolerant, broad-minded and compassionate point of view. If you are able to achieve the potential of your natural Destiny in this life, you are capable of much human understanding and have a lot to give to others. Undeveloped or ignored, the negative side of the 9 Destiny can be very selfish and self-centered. If you do not actively involve yourself with work that benefits others, you may tend to express just the opposite characteristics. It is your role to be very involved with other people and their needs, but it may be difficult for you achieve this role. Aloofness, lack of involvement, and a lack of sensitivity mark the low road of this Destiny.

Number 9 as a Soul urge number:
With a 9 Soul Urge, you are happiest when you can do something to benefit humanity. You have a strong desire to make a difference in the world. Living life fully and helping where you can produces a sense of fulfillment.

Is your birthday day 9 of the month?
Your Life, You often have problem in promoting yourself, just because you don't know how to express your true self. On the other hand, you don't really care what they think. This is why people misunderstand you until they really get a chance to learn about your pleasant personality. Opposite sex find you mysterious and worth searching. Your wit is remarkable but sometimes you are too fast to follow. Your Love, You won't reveal your feeling even after dreaming about the same guy over and over. Your first love lasts forever. You are responsible to the feeling of your lover. The chance to betray your lover is none. You have luck with children.
;') this is so me!(num 9 born on the 9th)

The spiritual meaning of number 9:
Bring us to the very height of vibrational frequencies in this number sequence. Nine's represent attainment, satisfaction, accomplishment, and our success to achieve an influence on our circumstances. The spiritual meaning of number Nine deals with intellectual power, inventiveness, influence over situations and things. Nine beseeches you to recognize your own internal attributes, and extend these abilities out into the world to make a positive, influential difference.

its a loooooooooooooong entry..hehe
ouh,i rase truje membaca kenyataan di atas..byk yg betul ar.
so whoever share num 9 jgak..welcome to the 9th club!
we're humanitarian so serve the w0rld babe!

p/s : kwn2,walaupon i tidak bermata duitan,mudah kesian..i syg duit i,jgn mintak blanja lebey2 ar..


Saturday, September 5, 2009

the little girl

Im just a little girl,

Who have dreams that she brought within,

Who have pain she’s hiding deep in,

But please don’t see me as a little girl,

The naïve little girl is only the body I live in..

As breathing started, it’ll stop I bet it will,

But I am still here, still in the body I live;

Don’t tell me what you want the little girl to be,

I love just being me..

I like my hair too be messy,

I like to be mysterious rather than being seen,

I don’t talk nonsense, I am just boring,

I am not looking for attention, it’s not my thing..

I don’t bother if you think I am fragile,

I don’t bother if you think I am too polite,

Or think I am not going to fight back and just keep it inside,

I don’t even listen if you go insane laughing at me,

Telling me ‘oh, come on be a bit wild and crazy!’,

Do you mind if I said, ’it’s not who I am, I don’t live to be silly’,

I don’t go to Leeds to be as smart,

I don’t be a bimbo to get men’s heart,

I don’t like to be perfect and trying too hard,

Because i am not living to please your heart

I don’t wrote to impress you,

I don’t whine of my imperfection,

I just love to hide in the little girl

And this is just the way I want to be..

Friday, September 4, 2009

15 ramadhan

15 more days to g0..syawal dtg lagi

nk heppy ke nk sedey bler puase nk abes?sedey smenanye..mase sgt cpat,kejap sgt kte singgh kt bulan ni..taun dpan InsyaAllah jumpa lagi,tp kalu x?sgt rugi kn..

i ni mcm org xbperasaan lately..smenjak dmam panas aritu,39 degrees!(tp xda kne ngena ngn H1N1) aku jd l0st seketika..

lost cmne?losing grip..losing my spirit!i asik skip classes afta dat week,it was s0 hard 4 me dat tyme..nothing seems rite but i dun even know ape kejadahkah yg melanda diri ini..i mcm longlai spnjang mase..mkn pon xlalu(itu yg pling pelik untuk seorg 'pemakan') n mase tu muke i mcm xnk hidup dah..
pastu 1 day tu bler dkhabarkan melalui angin uitm nk cuti 1 sem,i mcm..ok,dis is my time nk chill jap...g cuti2 ke kn..g shopping2
tp akhirnye,HAMPA!pak cik ibrahim da kuar statement,no cuti2 ye para pelajar tp ape yg positifnye statement sadis tu da menyentap balik segale vena kava yg ade dlm badan i untk jd normal kmbali.hurm..i trime dgn redha..

skarang?masih lost?ouh tidak lost lagi..kmbali ke dlm dunia uitm yg berbukit bukau,dunie buku tebal yg kdg2 dilukis org lidi dan love2 dtepi kerana busan dgn lecture dan dunia yg nyatanya refresh habis slepas hari2 lost tu..nsib baik pnyakit kbingungan tu ilang,kalu x?ramadhan yg pnoh kbingungan la jwbnye..maybe i akn lupe niat pose or lupe nk buke pose if d 'sickness' still goes on smpai today.i seriously tkot tyme demam tu,time tu mmg sgt critical kot H1N1 kt Msia terchenta ni..luckily time ramadhan ni stats cases xtruk sgt naik..Alhamdulillah..

p/s : i yg dh xlost puase dah 14 hari,kamu?
slamat berpose!

Saturday, June 27, 2009

i am 70kg..

nope,im n0t 70kg..but yup!i eat like i am!!

how i love food n saye sangatla suka dessert..name it n i love it all!
saye suke makan n i dont gain weight..which is g0od rite?big applause to my metabolisme yg cepat!
erm,actually there's a bad part of it coz i read somewhere,that people who eat a lot but stay thin possibly hv a higher CHOLESTEROL level..OMG!
maybe dah tibe mase untuk check up..ye lor,ape je yg saye x telan?everything high fat n high sugar r my favourite..ok,now panic arise!
tapi kn saye dpat tau wun great fact which is i know a victory to every women

high cholesterol = high calories food rite?
but i found out that women's addiction could actually help in reducing
the calories..apekah itu?SHOPPING!
a health magazine had came out with the fact that shopping,yes..no kidding! can reduce 341 calories!!fun rite?but i guess shop d mid valley boley reduce more than that..haha..
i love d idea s0 damn much..

at least i already found a good reason to shop!after this,saye nak makan dulu before start off the shopping marathon..kill 2 birds with 1 stone la.
mari jadi healthy shopaholic!


'it's healthy!!'

Thursday, June 25, 2009

is this me?blogging?

"they make me realize how sweet it is to be a
sister"


im updating 2hri bturut2..dat's a record for me wh0 touch dis blog like once evry six months?
haha..percayalah..ini memg saya menulis lagi =)

today i'd realized TWO things..all dis while saya xsedar diri ngan keadaan ini

1) sedar yang i really dunno how to control objek yang bernama 'WANG'
whether it is makan , shopping n penggunaan telefon..inilah issuenya.
i always get carried away bler pakai line..like i always so baik call people eventhough i know that they should be the one calling..and sms-ing people like 5pages..so me la~ and what did i got from being s0 in love with telefon genggam?my phone kenala barred because credit limit suda sampai..yea me!
end up kne mrh ngn en farizal because of this..errgh,haruslah saye korek duit untuk mbayar d bill.Not fairla kalau saye nk membebankan en.ijan ngan uwang sperti becky,d shopaholic mbebankan suaminya,Luke ngan overspend d kota London..tp saye xkanla confess saye over-shopaholic camtu,msih boleh dikawal

2) sedar bahwa jd housewife sgt sweet la

i dunno knape naluri keMUMMYan dtang tetbe..smenjak hari ni sempena mama outstation n i was left home alone bersama adik paling dmanding di dunia.xsangke cooking is my thing,saya truje je nk buat owg makan makanan saya masak..walaupun kadang2 saya tau org yg makan tu snyum paksa,tp its always sincere saya tetap cuba..masakan dari hati akan jatuh ke dalam perot dan menimbulkan rasa kenyang.I believe in that!
masa casting GARDENIA,bila i was cast to be a mum(walaupun msih muda remaja)..rasenya i failed to show how to prepared a bread with love..dat is what they told me to do,'show that u're preparing for a picnic for your loved one..u must show d motherly smile'..huh?smile like a mom?ok i try..
but never know did it work?or it still look like a 'terpaksa kakak making bread'..=p
erm,but suddenly today i know how to put up a motherly smile..and its really cool to be a housewife and makes everything looks perfect for d family..i realized how sweet it could be,making ur loved ones happy..
does this mean i want to leave my career behind and quit study now?haha..no never..i'll make sure im one superwoman in d future..a great housewife with a big career..ngee~








so-my trademark hair :d long wavy hair

akhirnye,sesuatu dtulis juge d dlm blog ini!
its not even feeded with any update for d past months..sgt brabuk,almost brulat..
thought of mngakhirkan hayat blog yg sudah tidak dgunakan ini tapi dipujuk hati yg tngah bored xtremely,marilah blog lagi..

ouh,saye tringin nk tukar image..i need sumthing refreshing for d new semester(alasan smate2)
kununnya saye buleylah smangat abes bler tukar image..hahah..ade kaitankah?
dah sbulan cuti,dok flip2 through magazine..aaaww,i alwiz adore a bob cut do..mcm katie holmes mungkin??tapi keinginan ini sntiase dbangkang ibunda terchenta n ijan d boyfrend..sigh~

pnat suda memujok, juge mngugot mereka..tetapi they said they prefer me with d wavy hair..
ouh..tidak busankah kalian?when i asked this straight forward-perasan question,'u guys really love my hair huh?','do my hair means thst much to you?'..they just make a so-so statement,'erm..u look ok n better with that hair'.

knape mreka sungguh yakin saye tidak ok brambot pendek?
a) mama says my wavy hair would look pelik when it is short and always refer to agnes hair in JELITA..ouh mum,that hair is cool kot but rebonding is aways an option kn?

b) ijan says short hair sometimes can make people look sexier..instead of my statement yg kate,'i nk potong rmbot because i nk nmpk tegas n more firm,rmbot wavy n pnjg mcm manje n bukan ke bhaye?bley kne tarik ngn pragot?'(saya ingt bleh bwat die risau)

c) mama mesti still trauma..there's a time i cut my hair off in kwantan try to look like victoria beckham with a very chic spiky hair..n she'd DISAPPROVED..ouh,that hair cut maybe too much la kot..

but out of this reasons,i do think i should try new things..
aarrgghh..maybe i just shud keep my hair so LoOOOOONNGG for 8years to come n they would be the one who beg me to cut it..HAHA..errm,nah!maybe not..
ok,i'll raise my white flag!!
for now i just shud agree..i stick with d so-my trademark hair :d long wavy hair!

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susah2 mcam ni jela trus..amin

Thursday, February 19, 2009

UNINTENDED

1. Put your iTunes/Winamp/iPod on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds!
4. Tag friends who might enjoy doing this.

IF SOMEONE ASKS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY?
whatever u like-nicole feat TI(i might say dis..haha)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
seribu tahun-imran ajmain(hoh0ho)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
mengenangmu-krispateh(cm taw2 jek)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
say it again-Marie digby(xde purpose la tuh)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
semoga abadi-misha omar(ye2,smoge..)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
atas nama cinta-rossa(yes!i am jasmin chenta=p)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
wont go home without u-maroon 5(bcoz they hv d house key!huhu)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
love song-sarah bareilles(aku jiwg lagi)

What is 2+2?
shut up n drive-rihanna(i probably said dt 4 a silly Qs)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS?
jangan lafazkan-kru(ye..jgn ckp pape)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
kalis rindu-elyana(hehe..dat's abs0lutely rite)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
if ure not d one-daniel beddingfield(xmo kumen pape)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
no air-jordin sparks ft chris brown(xda udara?astronaut?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
lady marmalade-christina aguilera,kim,mya,lil' kim,pink & missy elliot(hey sista go sista!)


WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
when i grow up-pussycat dolls(yeah!)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
jangan bilang tidak-raffi ahmad ft ayushita(yes,pliz say i d0)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
stop & stare-one republic(ahaks!)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
secret admire-mocca(hobikah?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
hey there delilah-plain white T's(ouh..wut u do to me!)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
glamorous-gossip girl soundtrack(that's not d worst)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
no one-alicia keys(ye..mati mmg sowg2)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
bubbly-colbie caillat(huh?)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
if i were a boy-beyonce(of coz u will laugh t0o)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
against all odds-westlife ft mariah carey(yes cz tharu)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
womanizer-britney spears(xm0)!!)

WHAT SCARES YOU?
if ure not the one-daniel beddingfield(i'll scare to death)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
something stupid-robbie william & nicole kidman(hahahah)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIE, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
iris-goo goo dolls(nope,i wont change)

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
aku bukan untukmu-zaf &lah VE(tipu2..)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
unintended-muse(luve dis s0ng=)


sye xde membe bl0g ag..s0 i tag ol reader..sile2,klaka wei dis thing =P
but BOb0B..anda mangse tag..i repeat BOBOB anda d'tag!

Monday, February 16, 2009

idop tu indah bler kte appreciate owg..

im very grateful to still enj0y dis beautiful life..sometimes kte lupe that sume yg jdi dlm life kte ni wuteva it is very meaningful..in s0me way it'll affect us,it'll leave u with a scar or a smile on your face..memories,either yg sgt pahit or yg semanis2nye is actually teaching us n guiding us in decision making especiallynye..kn2?yela..ape yg kte prnah lalui will eventually affect d way we think,d way we handle thing n i bet it's what yg mematangkn kte..

aku sgt2 bsyukur bler pk mcm2 jd dlm life aku..tp 2 sume jd menda pling precious.seriously,kdg2 aku tpk r kn..npela kne jupe owg pangai cmni,deal ngn owg sesengal ini n most of the time aku pon akn pk yg aku sgt2 bruntong knal owg ni,bkwn ngn owg ni n jupe owg sbaik ni...admit it la,kite slagi id0p ni msti r bramai2..xkn nk lone ranger kn s0 of c0z mem0ries kte 2 olwiz bkait ngn owg2 sekeliling kte..hurm,memories tu xsmestinye time kowg putos cinte or sakan bcinte monyet je..even sesi bt0lak2 dlm bus,kowg kne kcu ngn mamat bangla pon category memories gak..what c0unt is dat u remember it..

aku males nk cite2 memory bcinte ke bkasih syg xjd sume 2..i2 categ0ry cite yg aku da xbley proses jd mem0ry cz bley mnimbulkn kontroversi di kmudian hri..tp memory aku ngn owg skeliling aku yg mcm2 hal..annoying pon ade,besh pon ade.. for me,bruk baik owg yg muncul dlm life aku,i really2 appreciate it..kalu xde diowg dlm crita aku xda color r idop ni..guys,u RAWK my w0rld!!haha..

i w0nt list d0wn evrywun ere nnt kang cm aku dedicate d wh0le blog psl cite ni je plak but s0me of dis pe0ple mengindhkn/mencacatkn my life secare x sedar n i put their names ere nk bgtaw cmne diowg bley mlekat dlm memory aku..even if aku ilang ingatan

MAMA -of cz aku xkn lupe dunie akhirat..my mum n alwiz b my mum.i w0nt 4get care die didik aku s0 that aku jd perempuan dan bkan yg swaktu dngannya,n aku salute die bc0z she is wun superwoman i'd eva kn0wn..die sgt taBAH!sume pasal mama aku xkn lupe!she's alwiz d queen of my heart


BABA-eventhou we're not dat close,ptalian drah xkn putus..he's alwiz my dad.No matter what he's still my greatest dad...die xpndai tnjuk syg kt org tp aku taw die syg kt aku,aku xkn lupe n xpnah lupe dat he alwiz try t0 b d best 4 me..i noe dat

IJAN -Aku xkn lupe die jgak smpai bler2,cz die je lelaki yg aku rase bley rely 0n..die org yg salu wat aku ktawa,tp nangeh pon ye..mrah pon slalu..kre package lngkap r.tp ngn die je r sume 2,ngn die da 3 taun..da hafal sume habit die,cre die wt2 ego dpan membe tp bler kt blakang ilang r eg0 die ngn aku..mmg ann0ying sket tp aku ske!haha..yg pling xbuleh lupe care die wat aku buley trime die seadenya n sgt ske bler die pndg mate aku,sgt ikhlas..die ajar aku jd matang


AKIM -my younger br0ther,yg slalu sgt bwat pangai mnjengkelkan..n ske cri gduh ngn kakak die ni.eventhou age ktowg ni gap 13years,tp die ske cri pasl cm die abg aku..hahah..xpela dik,aku bg pluang..aku sgt tegas ngn die,tp s0wie die xpnah tk0t ngn aku..cmnepon he olwiz respect me as sister..die ni s0on to be r0meo,umur 8taun tp cite nk jiwang karat cm umor 27,adooyai..haih,krenah n lawak poyo die 2 i wud neva 4get


FIE-a.k.a my BFF.evnthou nw da x kacip cm dolu,she's still my best buddy..die sgt2 snsitif,n sgt salu mraj0k ngn aku dlu r tyme skolah..aku pon xphm kdg2..silly sumtimes,da mcm owg bcinte..aku xkn lupe btape caring nyer die,n dari pngai2 ske majok tu aku taw die ni sgt appreciate friendsHIP ktowg


GARLIC-ni membe aku yg pling spastik..haha..she's owiz bsemangat n sgt happening.snang sgt kwn ngn die ni,ni pon my vry BFF gak..die c0ol je,sush nk tngk die mrh..tp kalo die majok tu cm plik sgtla plak.ni pon kwn dri sk0lah gak yg mbesa sme2,n tbukti die geng masok air tbaik!i wont 4get btape die ske mbhan cre aku bckp..mengong!


TAM -kwn aku yg len dr len,oso my BFF yg tbaik jgk!suke wt pngai silly die,ditmbh plak ngn ke'boyish'an die..she's a great listener,n owiz b there 4u..i can say that she might l0ok hard as stone outside but she's soft inside..die ckp ngn aku die only akn jd girlish once SRK or Dvid beckham msok meming..s0 bcz of impian yg tlebey 'jenin' tu,aku sgt sure xkn lupe die..


LEYYA -ni my BFF yg sesape pon xkn lupe if die glak,memg scary..haha..die ni p0n sgt humor,kdg2 2 ske2 ati die je nk ckp ape..leyya ni sgt talkative,n she alwiz gv me d support when i need one..tp cmne sedey pon hri kowg,xpyah d0k dkat ngn die sure menda siyes pon jd lawak..she really make my day!


GDA - r00mies aku since i wuz in 1st semester kt dip. ag..sumandak sabah ni,rock abeh,kalu dngo die ckp pon sure korg taw die ni mmg lawak..i'd been her room8 4 almost 4 years,n im proudly present her,d award of best r0om8 eva!she's cool..n aku xkn lupe k0 as rkn kongsi cerek letrik,sterika n kdg2 baldi yg tbaik..


EDY-ni guy's fren aku yg pling best.ngn die ni xpyah nk pk2 wisau feeling2 or wutsoeva..die sgt neutral.ktowg sume,memg sgt close t0 him dlu r..die ni kmbar aku tyme zmn2 skola cz share title 'kring n tiang',pegi tuisyen sesame pkai beg sk0lah sme kaler,ks0t nike pon tsame..(ni cnfirm bf aku plik mmbaca ni) tp kt0wg ni da smpai owg ingt btoi2 siblings..xde lns0ng sesuatu(s0 hpe bf aku lega bace ni)aku xkn lupe die as membe aku yg sporting banget!


KWN2 UNIKOP-most of my fren there mmg happening,tp ade gak yg nyakitkn ati..yg kwat dengki pon rmai..tp aku kesah sket pon x.kwn2 aku..zatie,iyka,nadya,ieda..i really mish them.dowg ni manyk taw crita aku time kt sne dlu,kre owg2 kwat dlm life aku kt sne..kwn2 yg phm n vry supportive.wugila aku kalu lupe diowg


ABG BOY N AMI SYAH -ni dua org makhluk Tuhan yg introduce aku ngn ape i2 jamming,yg bg aku pluang jd leadsinger g nyanyi kt fnction,kt weddings..knalkn aku ngn drumstick,strumming,fonserto..haha..abg boy,mmg sgt ms0k air n sgt pr0tective n ami syah mrangkap husbnd aunty aku,antara uncle pling rpat r ngn aku..diorg ni tlalu mude nk anggp uncle n agk xseswai nk anggp abg..so diorg ni kluarge tdekat yg agk rapat ngn aku n kegilaan n kesintengan diowg xkn dlupekan..


UMI EMMA -ni aunty yg pling rock..dr kcik ag mmg die tman aku bmain,beza umor pon 6taun je..bler aku da mkin besa,kt diela aku bcite..more like a sister t0 me.die r dlu yg bwak aku jln cni sne afta SPM klu x sure aku cm ntah pape kt uma.Die sgt bley dpercayai,n she'll b d m0st trusted pers0n i neva 4get


TOK -ni r owg yg mbesarkn aku,of coz neve eva 4get her..aku sgt rse dielah w0rld's best grandma..die byk bg smangt,n die mmg aku xkn lupe..mcm 2 jgak ngn arwah aki..i really appreciate that they tke a good care of me afta the div0rce of my parents n bg hrapan kt aku..


IBU -eventhou die stepmother aku,die xpnah act like one..die sgt sporting n salu act like a frend t0 me n die xm0 aku rse gap btwn kt0wg..AKu xkn lupe die yg da byk tulung aku,xpnah wt aku rase jauh n alwiz try t0 make me feel comfortable n she's alwiz pr0ud of me,i would neva 4get that..

aku pon da pnat amat mnulis smenanye..nk gtaw sgt yg aku appreciate sume owg dlm life aku..manyk ag tp wut i cud say,my families f0r most r appreciated of coz..tlampau rmai owg yg aku rse pnting dlm life aku,aunty2 aku..uncle2,my sisters..but that wud tke 4eva..bruk bek owg tu,sakit mane ati aku..aku appreciate that diowg ade dlm life aku,thanks evrywun..its ok,juz hurt me or hate me..i really appreciate that kowg sudi jd sbhagian dri crita aku..
mekacih sume..=)


(,")tgn pon suda cramped!


Friday, February 13, 2009

wujud ag blog aku ni..hehe

aku muncul kmbali..haha..lme tramat tidak mmbuke dan m'update blog..smpai da brabuk da!
smenanye rase cm xda ape bley nk share nk tulih..wlupon bsrg mcm2 dlm pale otak ni..
s0 nw sye ingin memulekn smule xtvt blogging..stelah bpuloh2 kali B0bob suh aku update blog aku yg xbpe nk vogue ni..
aku bkan pe,xbpe rti r babe nk blog2 ni..tp i lurv writing,ske bnget!tp ape yg aku nk tulih?ape yg aku ptot share?ptot ke aku share d whole story cm owg len wut?
psl lurvlife,psl prob,psl career,study..evrything?ntah..aku pon xbpe sure lor..
yg aku sure aku nk start bl0gging blek,s0 xla busan sgt idop kt s.alam yg mmg smulejadi busan 2..

yeaaah!mari blogging~