life is a fate..n s0 is death

life is a wheel..u dont know where are u heading,u win or lose this game..ceh,i dah mule nk merepek.but i mean it,i mcm sentap kejap bile pkir..life is like a gambling..kita hidup kat dunia,kita dah tahu kesudahan kita ialah mati..tapi antara kehidupan dan kematian,sementara kita tunggu dipanggil tu..we have no idea what is in fr0nt..what going to happen tomorrow,in a minute or even in a second..
thats life,n rahsia hanya ada di tanganNya,yg kita boleh buat berdoa..yes guys,things are not always bright for us but we have to take it positively and redha ngan qada' dan qadar..

i pandai nk cakap,i mean tulis...tapi bila jadi kat i something yang not expected what will i do,n what will happen?thing remains as question..i salu susah hati bler pikir pasal menda-menda yang xdijangka mcm death,accident,sakit n lots of thing..d bad one yang buat kita sedih and memang xbestla..

but as a human kita kena accept the faith..

kematian,death of love ones..nobody knows when he/she akan dipanggil Dia n kita wajib redha and tahu that sume org akan mati-tapi jgn tipu sometimes susah untuk kita terima bila org sekeliling kita pergi dulu dari kita especially those that we love most..
i pon penah rasa masa arwah aki meninggal.That time i was around 10 years old,he died because of diabetes.feels so terrible,sangat amat! sebab dia sgt rapat ngan i..I was in Kuantan masa dia sakit and on d last day of his',i pulang ke kl..never expected that it was the last day i met him and apa yang paling i ingat on the last day..i salam dia,he was asleep n i kejot dia bagitau i nak balik but dia xnak bukak mata n xnak tengok muka i.That was the last chance i eva had to actually talk to him.
I know,masa tu i kecik..dah sangat lama cerita ni tapi the pain is still here..bila ingat of course i sedey,lagi mau cakap kan.and seriously,that was the 1st time someone so close died n it was shocking..memang sangat susah kan,tu baru aki i yang meninggal..ada orang yang ayah,mak,siblings,bf and husband died..how did they overcome it?untuk kita yang masih waras fikiran n masih ingat Tuhan..InsyaAllah kita survive but those yang xboleh??

juga experience i(name pon blog i so jgn rasa mual),baru2 ni one of my friend meninggal because of asthma..not really a friend,tapi dia kawan pada my best friend..diorang kawan yang melebihi kawan,falling in love with each other and all..i cakap mcm melebihi kawan tu salah sebab memg salah,as they are both female..siapa dia tu rahsia i la..back to the main point,my bestie was very2 frustrated,sgt sedih as her bf died.i pon akan sgt sedih if it happen to me,i tau tu..
try to be a good friend,me and few other friend try to consult her,make sure she's ok and all and nak dia totally change after what had happened.Dia dah macam ok after that but soon dia keep on texting us messages yang tunjuk that she cant bear with the loss.Dia hilang arah,dia cakap dia tak boleh hidup and until today dia still hidup dalam dunia dia sendiri..macamane kalau tu jadi kat kita?


kita memang kena redha ngan lumrah dunia ni..tempat ni cuma sementara.siapa yang pergi dulu and sapa yang kemudian kita xda kuasa untuk tahu..
dan kita cuma perlu bersedia untuk hari kita and guys,hopefully kita sume boleh berdepan dengan apa aje yang bakal berlaku.Untuk i dan untuk semua..i doakan kita dikuatkan hati dan iman untuk tempuh lumrah hidup ni..Amin




p/s : masa i tulis entry ni,i dapat berita one of my uncle and his family accident truk.Dia sekarang comma,tapi malam ni bantuan pernafasan akan dcabot..yang ada skarang cuma hope dan doa dari semua.
betapa kebetulan sume ni,hanya Allah yang tahu..